I cant believe it.. I am a MOM... I dont even think it has sunk in yet. When people call me mommy it still has a weird sound to it... But guess what I am a mom and I would like to think I am a good one. I had a "type" of mom I wanted to be... And now I have discovered there is no way to plan what kind of mom you are going to be. You just do. You literally eat,live,breath,and survive for your child. In my case a beautiful daughter, Jolene Adele.
I love this being a mother thing, except for the fact that I am back to full speed like before I had her. Wanting everything to happen here and now. Because I want the BEST for her. I dont even think " how does this affect me?" anymore. Its all about her, what she wants and needs...
I am pretty much a new person mentally... and I love it....
I love this being a mother thing, except for the fact that I am back to full speed like before I had her. Wanting everything to happen here and now. Because I want the BEST for her. I dont even think " how does this affect me?" anymore. Its all about her, what she wants and needs...
I am pretty much a new person mentally... and I love it....
I hope I have more time to keep blogging.. I always forget until the bottle is too full and I explode...
lalala see you soon mac and keyboard
